Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Winter Formal :D


My group was awesome!!

This past weekend was winter formal and can I just say... Saturday night DEFINITELY made it to my list of top 2 favorite nights ever! I had a blast the entire weekend. In fact I had so much fun that I didn't go to school yesterday because I was completely drained!


This is him. This was my date Tim Sharp. And yes... this is "cute boy"!

On Friday Night, we went to our High School's Basketball game (Tim plays) and after we went over to one of the other girl's house for Hot Chocolate and a movie. We decided on Remember the Titans and it was fun! Such a good movie :)


Rustin and Staci... Tim and I.

Saturday Morning we went and picked up the boys bright and early and went to play ultimate 4-square. This game once you get the hang of it gets pretty intense. It is 4-square but even better. Most anything goes and counts i.e. you can use the walls and ceiling. Its all fair game! haha We then went over to a retention basin and had lunch. I borrowed some summer sleds (sleds on wheels) from my aunt and they turned out to be really awesome! haha



We then took the boys home and went to get ready. My amazing AMAZING friend Annamarie offered to do my hair even though she had to get ready for her own winter formal! She saved my life :) I love you girl and thanks so much! I didn't know how I was going to do it and then she said she'd do it. It turned out fabulous too! My lovely almost older sister Kaylani Mavity did my makeup and I also loved it very much! Thanks to my beauty of a cousin Sarah for letting me borrow her dress. Definitely my fav!


Me :)

So I got ready and went to pick him up. Of course you I got teased and all of that jazz. Just awesome.. pure awesomeness. haha its all good though we deserve it! So then we went to pick up the other couple and we showed up for pictures which were taken by the oh so talented Jamie :) check her out here () The other carpool was a little late so we got a few extra taken!! They turned out so good and make me so happy :)


This is one of my all time favorite pictures haha

We then came back to my house for dinner and we had soup and bread bowls. Thanks mom love ya!! We just hung out here for a little bit and then went to the dance. It was really fun and I just let loose and danced my heart out. They only played 2 slow songs which weren't really slow songs and I knew this would probably happen so I planned ahead. I made a play list of slow songs and we went back to one of the girls houses for hot chocolate and cookies and danced in her front room. It. Was. Awesome :) Then I took him home and the night ended and it was just perfect. Seriously couldn't have been better well maybe a later curfew haha but seriously!! Winter Formal was definitely incredible!!

Friday, November 27, 2009

What I'm Thankful For.

I know. Totally cliche. I don't care. I need to do this!



I am thankful for my family.
They do so much for me, probably most of it they don't even realize. They come to my games and cheer me on, they come to my concerts and clap for me. They boost my confidence and tell me that they love me. Even if I make a mistake, they still love me and want me to succeed. I love them so much! I love everything about them. Even though there is sometimes fighting and bickering, we still manage to get along most of the time.

I am thankful for the gospel.
I honestly don't know where I would be without it. I learn so much from it and am constantly becoming a better person because of it. It gives me something to live by and I know why I am here. Having seminary at 630 may seem like a struggle for most people but I don't have a problem getting up that early honestly. I mean of course I wish I could sleep in but I have never once been late this year. I love starting my day off strong with the testimonies from the scriptures and also from my teacher and classmates. The gospel brings me joy and give me a reason to smile everyday. The power of prayer is so incredible and yes I pray for everything. I don't know what I would do without that channel of communication.

I am thankful for my friends.
I have some amazing friends. I have had only a few strong good relationships with girls. It is very hard for me to trust people and that has been a hard thing for me. I love to talk and love to tell people things but I have had things spread and told about me and so I kinda closed up. I don't tell people my deep secrets much anymore only my best friends. I pray every year that Heavenly Father will send me a best friend whom I can have this relationship with and just trust in general. For some reason they usually come in the form of a boy. Go figure. I think Heavenly Father has a sense of humor. ha ha. I am thankful to my guy friends. I love how around boys I can be competitive and talk about sports and all that jazz. I can just laugh and have fun and not have to worry about a thing. They boost me up and tease me just like an older brother would do. My brother Jacob is definitely one of my best frieDS. I love the fact that he comes to me for advice. (um awesome) He tells me everything and is not afraid to ask questions. I tell him lots of stuff too. My favorite thing about him is that if I come to him and ask him hey does this look good or do i look good he'll be honest with me. And if he likes how I did my hair or what I'm wearing he'll tell me i look cute :) haha I am also very thankful to my girl friends. People just like you who still get butterflies around boys. Who can still play games like mash and talk about boys non stop. Friends who compliment you and really mean it. Girls who you can cry to and they don't even ask you what's wrong. They just let you cry and get it all out. Friends who still give you huge hugs and slap your rear end when they walk by. Friends who like you liking that cute boy :) (and this cute boy just happens to be going with me to winter formal and therefore for those of you who don't know him, he will be revealed when pictures come :) This year I think that I finally have found my best friend. Her name is my dear friend KatieBudd. I have known this chika since 7Th grade and we've been really close friends for a long time. I think that she is the only friend that I have never got in a fight with. This year we've started talking a lot more and yes she is indeed my best friend. I know I can trust her and know that she isn't going to go blab my secrets to the world like most people. I love her so stinkin much!!

I am thankful for love.
Love is such a strong word. This world would be lame sauce without it though. I LovE Love :)

I am thankful for change.
Last year I was different. My parents said I wasn't myself, that my light was gone. No not the gospel light, but MY light. I was so wrapped up in my own little world and it was quite pathetic. Many people didn't like me and still don't because of what i was. For those of you out there, I was hurt when I found out some things that were said and done. I have changed though. This year at girls camp I discovered a lot about myself and who my true friends are. True friends are friends who know all about you and like you anyway. Friends are people who don't talk crap about you behind your back. Shoot I know I'm not perfect nor will I ever be. Everyone makes mistakes and people don't need to dwell on those. I have changed a lot. Yes I am a crazy person who is very spontaneous and will do just about whatever as long as its fun and makes me laugh. I wasn't really like that last year but I've gotten that back. I laugh now. I smile. I love life no matter how bad it may seem. I feel different, I feel like I've changed. I don't care what others think anymore. I don't feel like I'm a different person around boys or that I need to be. I am myself and if someone doesn't like it they can get over it. I want people to like and love me for who I truly am not who I pretend to be. Don't try to pretend to be something you aren't. Be true to yourself and people will like you and if not so what! :)

I am thankful for the little things in life.
At the beginning of the year I created a happy list. I still to this day add stuff when they need to be added. Why dwell on the big things when the little things are all around you. Smile and enjoy them!

Well that's a summary of it. If i really did every little thing i was thankful for it would never end!

Sunday, November 1, 2009

MAJOR PHOTO UPDATE!!!

Okay so the update before this was SO long but necessary and good yet it was pictureless... you may ask why? Because I'm a slacker. Its all good and here we go. DRUM ROLL PLEASE :D

Okay so the first set of pictures. A few weeks ago my lovely friend SARAH LOVE took these pictures of me and Haley. Oh how they turned out just amazing. I am so happy with how they turned out. The pictures I am putting up are narrowed down from a selection but these ones are my favorites. They pretty much express me and all of me. Pure Awesomeness!

























The second bit of pictures is that of Halloween. I technically didn't dress up for Halloween due to the fact that Homecoming was the same night but we did have two family parties so Shoot I jumped at the chance :) I definitely was a Jedi. Don't try to deny the fact that it is frankly the best costume ever invented. It is... End of Story. I got the light saber from a friend who went to Disneyland and thought of course that's it. JEDI STATUS.





The third and final category is Homecoming. I went with my friend Ryan Stock. Yes I pinned on the boutonniere all by myself. No help from the padre. It was a fun night and I frankly loved to just see all of my friends all pretty and happy.





Well that's the latest in my life. I'll keep you updated ;)

Sunday, October 18, 2009

My October Break!

*WARNING* This is going to be a VERY long post without pictures but after this one I have lots of pictures to catch up on so ya.... Our stake went on a pioneer trek during October Break and I am journaling about it. So since I already posted about the weekend before I shall start at Monday.

MONDAY

Wrote and essay and went to work. The End.

TUESDAY

Wrote another essay, went to my lovely friend Katiebudd's for a girls movie party. The Proposal was so stinkin hilarious! Why is it that movies have to have those scenes in them that make them bad?? UGH!

WEDNESDAY

Went and did baptisms with Anna banana at the temple. Then I went and played softball with a bunch of my friends. It was supposed to be girls and guys but I was the only girl for the first 30 minutes and then two others showed. It was slow pitch because they couldn't take my speed :) haha jk Came home showered and ran to Ned's to get some chips. Came home and finished last minute things for the trek and went to bed. Oh and my goal this past week was to completely memorize and get up to speed "Waterfall" by Jon Schmidt... I did it :D

THURSDAY!

I definitely woke up multiple times during the course of the night. I couldn't sleep. It was like Christmas!! So finally I got up at about 345am and got everything ready and then hopped in the shower. We met at the stake center to leave for the trek at 4:30. I was so excited! So we get there and my awesomepossum friend Haley Thomas braided my hair (which by the way stayed in all 3 days and didn't look horrid at the end!) Then..... WE WERE OFF!!! I drove up there with a car full of my girlie friends and our amazing YW President. What a car ride... haha So we get up there and wait for a bit and then they begin to announce our companies and our families. I was put into the Leavitt Company and in the Packer Family. My parents were Bro and Sis Walters but for the 3 days they were Ma and Pa Packer.
My group didn't have the strongest kids in our stake and we went through many family trials. Even though my family wasn't perfect they were perfect for me. Before the Trek started, I prayed that this would be the best thing that had ever happened to me. I wanted it to not only test me physically but also mentally and spiritually. Being in the family that I was in did just that for me. There were 4 girls and 5 boys. We were the first company to leave on our journey. The first mile was pretty good, some rough spots but we managed. We then got to a place in the journey known as the "DREADED ROCKY RIDGE" It took a lot of the kids from different families in our company to move each wagon up this hill of big rocks. There were 3 segments of this ridge and it took everyone to help each individual wagon. It took us about 3 hours to clear these ridges and then we stopped for lunch. While eating lunch the news was brought to us that we still had about 8 miles to go until camp.
While eating lunch a boy in our company, Seth Rios, started neighing like a horse. And boy could he neigh. It really sounded like a horse it was so funny! Our trail boss who rode with us and led us the right way was up on a horse. The horse started neighing back at Seth and they kept going at it. Then our trail boss brought the horse closer and the horse was so confused because this sound was coming out of a human. It was the funniest thing!
So then we started on our multiple miles left to go. After about a mile, we got nailed with a hardship. My pa came over to me and said, "Here Hannah, this is for you." It said while pushing the handcart, the wagon rolled over your ankle and severely sprained it. You cannot put any weight or pressure on it for 30 minutes. Through your faith and prayers you shall be healed. I suddenly thought oh crap. What the heck am I going to do. I hate the feeling of being utterly helpless and pretty much that was what hit me. So I started hopping by myself which turned out to be a dumb idea. We tried probably 5 different methods for helping me along, none of which did a whole lot. I tried hobbling between people with my arms around them, I tried hobbling along by myself, I tried being carried in a arm seat, I tried being carried piggyback style by 6 different people. One of the boys in my group tried to cover some of the ground that we had lost by running with me on his back. And yes he did eat it. Luckily enough that even though he hit his face and I didn't, neither of us was hurt. So one of the camera man who happens to be in my ward came over and said hey I'll put you up on my shoulders. So if you don't know, I don't do too well with heights but hey it was a free ride and I already felt helpless so whatever. So he bent over and I had to pull my skirt back (speaking of which piggybacks and shoulder rides in skirts ain't easy!) but as I got on and he stood up, his pants split down the back. I felt really bad but i was crackin up! He probably carried me for about 1/4 of a mile and then couldn't anymore so then we went back to the hobbling. Finally that was over and all was well.
We then received an orphaned baby that we were to care for for the entire journey and treat as though he was a real baby. His name was Thomas Pedersen, the name of a real baby of the Treks of old.
So here is where the fun began... can you sense my complete sarcasm?? So one of the girls in our group got dehydrated and was barfin all over the place. Another girl was so little and weak that she couldn't do much. One of the boys in my group had asthma and every 5 minutes needed his inhaler. So pretty much there were 5 of us kids who were really able to do stuff plus our ma and pa. It started to get dark and we heard that there was only about 3 miles to go so our spirits went up and everything was going pretty good. About 2 hours later it started to feel as though we had gone about 3 miles and we still weren't seeing anything so we just kept trudging along... One more mile. I think I heard that phrase about 509,297,831 times that night. I almost could've thrown a rock. I was starting to get a little frustrated. We then heard that there was about a 1/4 of a mile and we would see some power lines and then there would be about 300 yards until camp. My rear end. About a mile and a half later we finally got to camp. Turns out... guess what??! Ya I was in that company. Yup it was I. We took a wrong turn, the scenic route they liked to call it. Yes indeed we did hike an extra 4 MILES! I KNEW IT! It was more than 11 miles we hiked that day. 15 STINKIN MILES! ARGH! Oh well... we did it and I never complained once :) I am so proud of myself! We were the first company to leave and 3 out of us 6 families turned wrong and were almost the last ones in that night. :D So we get into camp and one of our boys starts to go into hypothermia. Go figure. Sweat and cold... DON'T MIX! He received a Priesthood blessing and was better the next morning. We made some stew that was 100 percent dee-lish and I made some brown sugar biscuits and boy were they yum! We then went to bed and I slept so bad but at least I slept.

FRIDAY

We woke up made breakfast and started out on our way. We hiked about a mile and then came to a stop and realized that we had caught up with the first company. We were asked to stop and wait for the third and final company to arrive. Once they arrived an officer from the army stood up and explained that they needed all of the boys and men to go with them for the Mormon Battalion. We, All of the women and girls, were going to be left to pull the handcarts by themselves. A mile... all straight up hill and this was no little incline. I knew this was going to happen but I guess it didn't hit how difficult it was going to be until I saw them start to walk away. They all had guns and we had to sit and watch them as they marched up the hill and disappeared. We started singing Come Come Ye Saints as they were leaving and I lost it. Having 4 girls in my group who were the way they were I didn't know how we were going to do it. My ma had had double knee replacements and did everything that she could. One girl was sick and faintish, another sick with a sprained ankle, and the other girl had nasty blisters. Ya I was scared out of my mind. I had to put my sole trust in the Lord. We said a family prayer and then we waited. We were the 2nd company to go and we were told that we couldn't help other companies and that we were supposed to help just our individual families. As we watched the first company go, it hurt me so bad to watch them struggle and know that I couldn't do anything to help. We waited and my adrenaline was shooting up so fast I thought I was going to die. They then told us it was our turn and so we were off. The first probably 500 yards weren't bad but then it hit. We had an extra girl from another family come help us and then my ma sent her to a more struggling family. The two most injured girls we put up front on the ropes pulling, I and the least sick girl were in the yolk and our ma was on the back. About 10 minutes into the pull I was looking around trying to keep my mind off of it and I saw the boys in the side of the mountain. I kept telling myself I can't cry I will not cry. I kept yelling out to all the girls we can do it you guys keep it up be positive. Not soon after it suddenly felt like I was bearing the whole burden of the cart. The girl next to me kept saying she was going to pass out and I believed her. The girls in the front were fading and I couldn't see my ma. I prayed harder than I have ever prayed in my life that some how we would be able to finish. All of the sudden, Angles came out of the bushes on the sides and came and aided us. I'm not sure we would've made it if they would not have come out. I lost it once again and kept saying thank you thank you thank you. When we got to the top of the hill and saw that we were done, I could see two of our boys sprinting down the side of the mountain to come help us. They got in the yolk and told me to get out. I can honestly say I have never been more excited to see boys in my whole life. I just cried and cried and I couldn't even talk. Our pa went and got some jam from another family and they made us jam and bread. They told us to not do anything for a bit and so for about a mile we walked beside and regained our thoughts. We had a few more miles to go and they were pretty good until about the last mile and half which went up hill and rocky. We finally got into camp and got to do some activities and just rest. We made butter and ate good that night! Our trail boss came and ate dinner with us and he brought us a cantelope. I was so happy about that cantelope haha. Later that night we had a dance and it wasn't so fun but then our tent was broken so we squished in with a family that was next to ours and it was SO WARM. I slept so good towards the end of that night! haha ... oh and that night I started to get sick.

Saturday
So Satureday we get up, I felt terrible, but continued to push through. haha we made a delicious breakfast, and started on our way. We had to bury our babies that day and I definitely did not get attatched to that thing at all. But when we started to bury it, I thought of Caleb (my little brother) and I got a little teary. We finally after about 4.5 milesish reached "The Salt Lake Valley." We had a feast and it was the best meal I've ever had. We then had about a quarter mileish to go and we were done! It was the best experience of my life and I would do it again if asked to.
Then that night the cute boy came over and we talked for a few hours and I basically relieved my account again. Just a week ago I was asked to speak in the stake fireside for the trek and I got to relive it again for everyone. It was absolutely incredible and my talk went better than I would've hoped. BOMB STAT! :)

Well anyways, haha Sorry it has taken so long to post about this. I have been really busy... but tonight I am going to try to update my picture post... things from photoshoots to halloween and homecoming. Its all coming soon :)

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Holiday Season :)

Reasons Why I Love the Holidays

It is cold enough to wear a jacket and accessories a.k.a. scarves and socks!

You have an excuse to give hugs

The leaves change gorgeous colors and go crunch when you step on them



I sleep better because it's not hot and miserable

It just smells delicious all the time :)

Mulled Cider and Cinnamon are my favorite smells

Countdowns (73 days until Christmas in case you were wondering)

Lots and lots of goodies and homemade food (lemon squares and rolls baby)

Lists... mainly My wish list for Santa which I will post once complete



The joy of giving gifts!

Fires in the fireplace

Traditions (we have SO many)

Christmas Lights (The temple lights are the best)



Many Memories Made

Lots of Family Time

Decorating the house



Christmas movies (Hello Rudolph and Frosty!)

Setting up the Christmas Tree!!



CHRISTMAS MUSIC! Me and Delilah have a love hate relationship going on.

It's just so happy all the time. Frankly it's hard not to be. There is a cheery feeling in the air :)

Okay so pretty much from about now until the beginning of next year is my favorite time of the whole year. I just love the feel in the air and the spirit that everyone has. It makes me so happy! But how can you not be happy seriously?? This is just a small list of the things that I appreciate about the holidays (Trust me I love it all) I could put up just a list of the foods I love (Ooh I shall soon and then you'll know what to make me if you get bored! haha) But ya, everyone be happy please :) HAPPY OCTOBER BREAK!!!!!!!

Saturday, October 10, 2009

My past week...

Conference. MUY BUENO! I loved it! I learned so much and some of the talks hit me hard! My personal favorites were Richard G. Scott and Jeffery R. Holland. They were SO GOOD!!! :)
On saturday night at 11:30 i got asked to homecoming. i was in pajamas that didn't match my hair was messy and i had just washed my face when the doorbell rang. My dad said hannah you better come out here so I went out there and there was a traced body in my drive way and writing that said I'd DIE to go to homecoming with you. haha i just started laughing really hard and then i had to unscramble the name and it turned out to be my friend ryan stock. He's a funny kid and I'm excited. I'm just glad that it wasn't a creeper or a bump on a log to ask me! haha The best part was when they just drove back by and i looked like i did. joy haha
Sunday was good.. Conference again was just SAWEET!!
Monday... school homework fhe no sleep
Tuesday... same as monday except no fhe
Wednesday... LATE START! yay... got great sleep, hung out with the cute boy for like 20 minutes, then drove to school. ya for less school!! haha
Thursday... school homework work okay sleep
Now... Friday, HOW I LOVE THEE :)
So definitely we had early release which i was excited for! Michael Buble's new cd came out and since pay day was today I had to wait 24 WHOLE HOURS. I almost died. no joke. but I decided instead to have a Michael Marathon and he is all I listened to yesterday! HOLLAR! So right after school which ended at 12:12, and then i went to Peter Piper with a few friends. Right after that we went and played volleyball for a few hours and then i had to go to work :( but after work i went to the football game and got to hang out with this cute boy :D haha afterwards we hung out to and it was bombawesome!
Today I went to the mesa arts center to be a model in a Sarah Love photoshoot! I had a blast and I can't wait to see them! Then I went and picked up a check, drove to target and practically sprinted down the aisle and bought the NEW MICHAEL BUBLE CD! I am so in love with it! it makes me happy :) Then i deposited 3 checks and went to work. Tonight I am going to a birthday party for a lovely friend of mine. And that's it for now.
To sum it up... my life is just dandy and I am in love with it all! well almost all :) haha